lol... many things are gonna pile on me...
but im sorta ready for it...
my results so far
maths - 60 B
GP - 49 E
chinese - 56 C
Physics - 37 F =(
firstly i gonna start chionging study...
i was promoted in BBG to be CO-WL
means my responsibility is quite high becuz i am the most active
along wif other members and the WL is unavailable
so i haf to take care of my members
and some other personal stuff =P
and spiritual stuff =)
RWARRRRRR
heh feeling better after one bloody mth of down down down down down =)
thank God for frens haha
k la... throughout this one month...
alot of revelations came by also...
one of the nicest one is tt wadever you do
who ever u are and where ever you are
it really really juz comes down to just you and Him
its like... coming down to a point tt really nothing else matters except drawing closer to Him
then He brought me to a familiar verse... seek first the kingdom of God
then somehow... i realised wad issit really like...
seeking His kingdom and righteousness
at first... i was quite fed up wif the cell grp
i felt as though im no longer included in it...
my bday also not everyone cared bout it
and sean WAS everything tt i wanted to be
and i was jealous and stuff
and my mum kept making me irritated due to something
yeah but now... i feel like im breaking thru into a whole new lvl...
i know i haf my own special purpose in this world from God
that i know this life i walk... its juz me and Him tts shud come first
He wants me to look at the good things he placed in my life
rather than those things tt seems bad
every time i settle down and worship... i can feel myself entering into His courts
dancing and dancing... around the throne and juz worship
and sometimes i will juz go onto His lap like a child to his father
and talk and talk
its like... so fun... and so good =)
and also... i started playing maple again (dun call me lame cuz i know u guys dun like it)
but yeah... it is also another place i found new frens and good frens
i joined the Black Bandana Guild (BBG)
yeah and i started attending their outings and stuff and soon i got to know fen and grace and also some other frens like sze yong and jeremy... it was one thing tt kept me from falling into depression throughout this mth ba...
this world may seem bad, may seem hopeless...
but look at the good things u ever have
not the bad things u r experiencing
look on the bright side...
some times... u juz need a lil optimism
and u find urself different
more confident and more mature
no matter how dark the night may be
the sun will always rise
and wadever bad things that may happen in the night
learn from it and forget about it and live ur brand new day to the fullest
this way... u will nv regret it... =)
